Thursday, November 17, 2005

...And I'm Still Right Here...

Indeed, I am still alive...

The past few months have been quite hectic. It goes like this:
work college work college workcollegeworkcollegeworkcollegeworkcollege...
When I have time, I sleep, and as always my dreams remain creepy...
The zombie apocolypse, extra-terrestrial invasions, unconsenting cloning...
I'm a psychologist's wet dream...

Other than workcollegeworkcollege and unrestful sleep, things have been well. Well, work's not well, but college is, and life outside work is... I'm convinced my boss is trying to make my life hell so I'll quit instead of having to fire me. The money's wonderful, but I can't stand it otherwise. My position as customer service rep has been changed to a sales position. I hate sales. Ugh... Sales people... Suckers of Satan's cock... Slimy cash-whores...
I'm too Zen for my job...
(Yes, I've been looking elsewhere...)

Ideally - and what I'm looking into - is taking out a college loan so I can work less and go to college more. That way I'd have time for other important things in my life - like music, art, and my relationship... My poor boyfriend only gets to see me in passing lately, and we live together! He's been wonderfully tollerant...

When I
do get a moment to relax, I don't want to do a thing - tho at the same time I feel like I should be getting done all of the other things I haven't had time to do... But, since rest is important (and I seem to get so little of it as of late), I come home to have dinner, flop on the couch, have a glass of wine, and get in some snuggle time...
The past few months of nonstopness is just wearing on me. It's definatly time I make some more changes...

It hasn't all been a drag lately tho. Some highlights:

Rasputina concert, The Cruxshadows concert, All Hallow's Eve trick-or-treating with my niece and nephew, The Corpse Bride, a visit from a dear friend whom I haven't seen in over 2 years, some excellent readings on The Mysteries, hiking, breakfast with Mum, lunch with Dad, dinners with my boyfriend, and yeah - I'm all about the cuddles...

The next big event:
A fully catered murder-mystery party set in the 1920's...
I'll be attending as Theda Bara...
My other half as Aldous Huxly...
...In a tux.

*Drool...*







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